Zero Concentration!

Here it is I want to write freely about something yet my mind goes to about a million different directions! No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to think on just one thing I get many, many more thoughts butting in and I’m unable to concentrate on the one thing I wanted to write about. There’s no way I could write a book alone, I would need several people to help me, which I would love to write books and do have a ton of ideas on books to write but my brain totally gets in the way. It’s so frustrating!!

It’s like on here, I know I don’t keep up so I get to thinking that my follower’s get tired of waiting for me to post my next post but I know that, well I hope I know, that all follower’s have others that they do follow too but I hope that even though I’m not here as often that my follower’s do stick with me. You know what they say “Patience is a virtue”…many times which I don’t have though I try.

Maybe I need something to help me keep me concentrated or well focused on the main thing I’m doing, that would definitely help, it helps my boys when they are in school so why not me too.

My hope is that I will do better at being here more often to share more of my aspie life, aspie kids, marriage and the 5 furbabies that we love.

To end, I thank all that follow me…ya’ll give me encouragement to keep going just by liking a post or following me.


Worst place EVER for someone like me.

For me home is my comfort, hmm, OK well I’m sure it is for anyone but for some it’s the ultimate, don’t go anywhere comfort place. Well not that I don’t go anywhere because I do, out of no choice, but if I had it MY way I’d never leave home.

I’m a big introvert, though didn’t realize it until I was in my teens. Never cared for parties, didn’t care to go many places unless it was necessary and didn’t care to be around a ton of people, the mall wasn’t my thing either…whoa, I know like the mall is everything to a teen, yea, not me.

Being home around “familiars”, smells, people, things, foods, perfect lighting, perfect sounds, etc…

Yea, so what brought this on is I’ve gotta go to one of the worst places for me…Walmart…ho-hum. Don’t people work anymore, geez, I mean there can’t be THAT many people who are stay at home moms/dads, I know it’s summer break from school and kids are out but c’mon people take them to the library, movies, play ground not Walmart. Surely there’s not that many out on vacation and have to go to Walmart.

Ugh…just gonna have to work my way up to going. Lovely day huh. Oh geez….